A word from your Hostess of Light
Sorry for delay lots of time glitches and dimension re-flux, we are all losing segments of time. It is Like we each live in our own time-zone which changes from one street to the other. It is very discombobulating. All of us are actively prepped like soldiers waiting divine orders. Not really understanding why we are on edge, sharp, electrical and stressed. All of nature seems to be on alert as everything seeks shelter from the invisible storm. Everything around us says ‘be a-ware’ something does not feel right, does not fit right. Our bodies experience unusual phenomena, pain and energy dispersals. Our hearts beats different, our memories dig deep like a lotus, lining up the past with the now. Like a child finding their adoption papers, our emotional bodies encircle us like a pack of wolves.
As we move thru these dimensional fluxes we will encounter aspects of ourselves we have not known about, relationships that do not make sense, and truths that do not belong in this ‘episode of self’. We are experiencing upgradement via the dreamscapes and multilevels of learning we experience when we sleep (whatever time of day that is). We may be unplugged in this form but are ‘plugged in’ via our other forms and timelines, no wonder you are so tired when first waking, like you ran a marathon or worked a triple shift!
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We move forward with caution as if walking in shifting quicksand. Knowing at any minute the paradigm can change and we could be floating over the emerald city without wings. We look to nature for understanding and insight but she looks back at us, just as confused. The rules have changed for all of us; we bang our heads trying to figure out what to do next and what tools of light arte needed in this place and time. .
Most days it is best not to try to force an outcome, like a wizard of old who has forgotten his spells, It’s just a moot point. We look out our car windows, our home windows, and the windows of our souls, seeking a sign that it is safe to move forward. Like driving thru a haboob dust storm, all you can is pull over until it passes. Many people are just parked alongside of their lives waiting for one situation/event to change allowing them and giving them permission to move forward.
Everything is lined up as we go face to face with what pushes our buttons. Can we make this just all go away until another day?? Maybe…. However, do you really want that? This is a virtual time-out for good behavior allowing you to get all of your molecules and cells going in the right direction. A last chance resort allowing you to be the person you have always wanted to be. A chance to rewrite what is written in disappearing ink within the ciphers of your soul.
The energies that come this spring will give you that opportunity. To see yourself as you have always known yourself to be deep in your heart, a good person with a good soul and good intent. If you are on earth you are a highly evolved being that has taken form in a reincarnational cycle you have chosen. It is a role you play, that you wrote and are directing now. If you chose to change roles, you as the director producer and actor of your drama (or melodrama) can do just that. It starts with one thought and intention. However be aware that switching one role for another is not always a better choice or an easier choice. All choices come with their own set of rules and agendas. There are no vanilla boxes in these choices. All serve the highest good of the individual. No exceptions. Embrace who you are and all of your choices, stop searching for divine perfection in some far off isle, when it is reflected in your eyes, in todays sunset.
ASCENSION CELLULAR HEALING
As we move forward in energy light and future we come to many crossroads and energetic choices that confuse the senses and mind. We are stretched dimensionally and biologically into many directions of development. Places with many doorways where light consciousness has many memories and connections. Small places in-between time that we can easily slip in and out of, in a moments blink. This 2021 dimensional flux directs you onto places of cellular memory that needs healed in your humanness before you can move forward into a higher light quotient allowing you entrance into safer places of Light. The body holds all memories thru time and incarnation, each physical pain is associated with a memory, a place, a time or situation that needs to be cleansed and released.
What is known as Ascension starts cell by cell, the cell is like a room that is to be renovated awaiting new paint /new bamboo flooring/ new windows, etc/ First however the cell has to be emptied of all old furniture. Completely emptied before the new can be become a reality. Will we willingly let go of the old furniture or hang on to that which no longer serves us? Think of winning the Lottery, having enough money to buy your dream house anywhere in the world, and yet you chose to stay put, enduring what you have always endured. Not receiving the good that awaits you.
We are learning to body talk in a way that can finally be heard, finally God turned on his universal hearing aid. We are partners in this earth walk of body, mind, spirit and like the 3 stooges we go thru a lot of shenanigans and cosmic comedy on this earthly reality show. All memories are held within the body, past present and future; some are sweet, some are nightmares, others have blended with the horizon not to be seen. As we increase our light quotient we push light into the cells that are not yet ready for renovation, as they are still holding onto the pain of the past and are afraid to release. When you ask for more light, more truth more love expect the human body to rebel and react. Speak to the pain as a small unloved child, with love and understanding in your heart. The parts of us that feel unloved are disguised in this pain. You do not have to play the ‘name that pain’ game but like a master of light gently speak it into healing without knowing why it hurts to begin with.
The pain does not have to be physical, but spiritual, emotional and mental healing is needed as well as we enter new rooms within the many dimensional mansions of Light. Togetherness is not what it once was, it seems short stacked, not enough to fill a deep human hunger, the need to gather. Feeling isolated like a lighthouse keeper on an outer island in the North Sea, brings to the surface all those thoughts that you have not allowed yourself to think. Remember Oneness exists in the word loneliness! As we all learn how to fly thru what looks like a Bermuda triangle time-storm, we learn to surf the waves of change like a professional. We cannot control the ocean, we cannot control the outcome, we can only trust our self and soul and learn how to ride the really big waves.
Earth light has risen and fallen like a drunk one-armed Lighthouse Keeper
Earth is becoming a black hole in pulsation not moving upward in light but spiraling into itself hiding from the truth. The mood of any planet destined to become a Star can always be seen within its surrounding auric light-field. Earth light has risen and fallen like a drunk one-armed Lighthouse Keeper, it sways with the pulse and the outer beat of the elements. Black holes are all or nothing energy creations. When you enter the realm of the black hole, you will be completely dissolved into nothingness with full consciousness becoming one with original light not in form. then reconstituted in form and light from concentrate into a new creation. Letting go completely of what was defining you. Entering a new realm, redefining yourself, redesigning yourself and resigning yourself.
Being a Swinging one-armed lighthouse keeper has its merits when it includes rescuing others from demise. Trying to hold onto what was with one-arm while trying to rescue others, will pull you down drowning you in the waters of the past while you float to the ‘Bottom of the See’.
So much sadness and depression pulses from Earth, all life in the universe notices the difference in this earth-star’s pulse and shine. We look like a dying star from other parts of the Universe. Ancient future scientists from many lightyears, worry if this planet/star is becoming a black hole? We know in our heart of hearts everything has shifted and changed forever on earth we are no longer in the same playing field and the earths light pulse denotes this! We are transforming on a biological level and every cell in our body displays that truth. Like the caterpillar, we are not sure what we will become at the end of ourselves. The inner light you are is timeless and reflective shining thru all forms, Hold onto that and be fearless in this life.
The numerical energy of the word ‘money’ and the vibration of the phrase
‘The United States of America’ is a nine vibration.
The destiny of nine is to turn the darkness into light, transforming outcomes like an alchemist of old. To stand aligned with that which is honorable, and battle for integrity. In the last few years both the energy of money and the USA have gotten off track. Since the vibrations of the word money and USA is one in the same they will always be walking hand and hand down memory lane. Feasting on regrets and supping on ‘the what if’s.” Within these Nine musings is a holy trinity of energy the magic of three times three. We are destined to learn much about the vibration of money in upcoming times.
The original doctrine of early America was ‘for the people; by the people’. The Founders of the original guided words of ‘the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution’ were aligned with the ancient teachings of the Masonic Order and all Holy orders before them that have changed shape and form thru time. They were knowledgeable in ancient secrets, holy instructs and truths that were written in stone. Their bloodline came from the Great Architect of the Universe, a school of thought birthed from father to son. The USA was built on an honorable foundation with cornerstones that were laid down for the future of mankind. The original doctrines were solid and would not wear and tear with the political weather.
Money holds the same consciousness as the USA and its political temperature. Stop nursing your financial fever and ‘get well’, once and for all. When you get any money hold it for a minute and pace the vibration of love into it (another #9) and shift the frequency once and for all. Let it go back out into the populace and radiate love within each financial interaction. Money has shifted in accordance with our once solid belief system. Every financial fear weakens our immune system and strips away our joy. Our beliefs like our pockets have holes in them, are turned inside out and upside down into the “land of not enough.’ ‘Not enough Money, not enough gas, and not enough toilet paper, not enough Hope for a shiny future’. All of these factors have laid beneath the surface for the last year or so, festering and marinating in ‘not enough’! the upside-down cake mix of money and commerce have been as a hidden Nile crocodile lurking beneath the surface waiting to leap.
The considerable awareness of money responds to our every hidden thought of lack or prosperity. The deep seeded genetic fear of ‘not enough’ needs only a single second to take root. Life mirrors our inner fears before it ever reaches our outer hopes. The secret to receiving the everlasting great wealth the universe is to ‘give as God without limit or regret.
It is at this point of emptiness you will then become full. To believe when there is no proof of the pudding except for a deep knowing in your heart is proof positive the Universe is guiding your way. Remember Earth is like a big day care center, you can play with all the toys but you cannot take them home. We own nothing in truth. So let go of the need for ownership and allow the wealth of the Universe to flow thru you. You are a Conduit of Light.
As you are all now well aware, the human collective, all on Earth presently incarnate, are in the final stages of the awakening process. As you experience time, when you are in form, it has been a very long time coming, but, as you know in fact, the process commenced only a moment ago, an instant ago, just as soon as you acted on your collective choice and decision to experience separation. Your infinitely wise and loving Father knew – there is nothing, of course, that He/She does not know – that as soon as you experienced separation from Love, from Source you would want to end it. However, because you – due to the enormous creative abilities bestowed upon you at the moment of your creation – had fabricated the separation experience/experiment so competently and efficiently, She knew that without Her assistance you would be completely unable to find your way Home to Unity from the maze of unreality that you had built. Thus, your collective awakening process was created in the same instant in which you moved into the experience of separation. Separation never happened, it couldn’t happen because there is only Unity with Source, and that is NOT in any sense a limitation, it is infinite vastness. Limitation is of the separation experiment, and is also completely unreal. However, you perceive yourselves as limited, separate, alone beings, disconnected from Source, as you even wonder if there is One! Your task is to awaken, it is the sole meaning of your human lives, and all the lessons with which you are presented during those lives and lifetimes are to assist you in that process. It is a task that you cannot fail to complete because you are divine beings at One with Source, the only Reality. Unreality can never satisfy you, and you will be satisfied, no other outcome exists or is possible! To reiterate: you were created in LOVE to experience infinite and eternal JOY! That is your changeless and eternal state of Being – One with Source, FOREVER. What you are experiencing now, as humans in form, is the assignment that you planned, wisely and lovingly assisted by your spiritual support team, before you incarnated to undergo this present human lifetime in order to massively assist humanity during the last stages of the awakening process. You knew that it would be very demanding because of all the collective trauma and karma that needed to be healed and released in an extremely short period of time. You also knew that you would complete it perfectly, even though you would experience doubt, anxiety, fear, and suffering that at times would seem overwhelming. Your choice to be incarnate at this moment is most highly honored here in the non-physical realms because we also knew how demanding would be the task that you chose to undertake. It is a task of enormous service to humanity during which, and while enduring it, you would experience the most extreme sense of separation, aloneness, and even abandonment – the most extremely intense experience of that state with which the separation experiment could present you. You are not separate beings! It just seems that you are. Whatever you think, say, or do affects the whole of humanity. Therefore, to spend time each day quietly relaxing, meditating, contemplating, or just resting without attending to or thinking about your daily human lives (not so easy!), while setting the intent to be a conduit through which Love can flow abundantly to all is the most effective way to assist in the awakening process. If, personally, you are not physically involved with conceiving, creating, or introducing some of the essential changes that are needed for the well-being of humanity and the planet, then understand that you do have an additional task besides your own awakening, namely that you are here to hold the Light of God’s Love and allow It to flow out through you in every moment to heal humanity and the planet. This is also your task, and it is absolutely essential.
Daily, many times daily, set and reset the intent to be conduits through which Love flows. You are all here to do that, regardless of whether or not you are aware of this. Remember: EVERY human is a divine being, a being of LOVE. Therefore your nature is Love’s nature, and Love’s nature is to share and extend Itself completely and utterly with All of creation in every moment. By being aware of this, and setting the conscious intent to do so, you intensify and accelerate the awakening process. Just being aware that you are Love, even if you do not get a felt sense of this but only have an intellectual acceptance of it, is enough for you to most powerfully extend healing to all, thus carrying out your personal part in the awakening process . . . effortlessly. Being human and living a human life is very demanding and stressful for most people, but extending Love and healing to all demands nothing from you. You just need to let go of any negative judgment of others or of humanity at large, and then Love will flow through you, because you all, all who are presently incarnate, set the intent to do just that prior to incarnating. The Love flow through you only reduces, or maybe even ceases temporarily, when you choose to engage in attitudes, thoughts, and behaviors that are not in alignment with Love, so let them go. Try to understand that, in spite of your experience of humanity generally, and of the seemingly insane and vicious behaviors and activities in which so many engage, people are always doing their best! People behave according to their personal understanding of what is best for them – when people are loving what is best for them is best for all – and that understanding is based on their level of spiritual evolution modified by the effect of trauma that they have experienced in their present lives, plus any accumulated generational karma. In other words, many are unaware, completely unaware that their true nature is Love, and that unawareness fills them with uncertainty and fear. Fear is not the opposite of Love – because Love has no opposite, It is everything – it is the apparent absence of Love. Those who feel an absence of Love are always seeking It, and they most frequently seek It outside of themselves, where It can never be found because It can only be found within. The choice or decision to seek Love outside the self arises because of the traumas experienced while growing from human infancy to adulthood. No human completely escapes the experience of not being good enough, because in infancy and childhood the little ones see that other older ones are stronger and more adept than they are, and quite often they are shamed by others for their inadequacies. Even if the shaming is done with the best of intentions, namely to demonstrate to the little ones that they can and should work harder to become more able, more competent, it almost always leads them to feel unloved and, if done repeatedly, unlovable. When that occurs it feels to the little ones as though, instead of feeling and experiencing the love of parents, siblings, and care givers, a terrifying and empty space has opened within them from which love has departed, and so they learn to seek love and approval from others because that inner sense of emptiness is intensely painful, and they experience a desperate need to fill it. So, to remind you yet again, there is only Love. Each one of you is Love, that is your divine and eternal nature. However, separation is the experience of being separated from Love, and that is an absolutely DEVASTATING experience! Of course you all want to return to Reality, the state of eternal Joy and Love in which you are always eternally enfolded, and from which it seems that you have been separated for eons. It is indeed a paradox for humans to be told that they are Love, One with Source, and yet to be experiencing separation, aloneness, abandonment. Many feel that they personally are more alone, more abandoned than others, and they try to emulate the apparent success and happiness that they perceive others as enjoying by working extremely hard, and through that work – whatever form it may take – seeking the approval and admiration of others, while at the same time feeling bereft and unworthy. Being a human in form is not easy for anyone! Whenever you take time out and enter into your holy inner sanctuaries, the first item on your agenda should be to send Love to all others – withholding It from absolutely no one, no matter how bad or evil you may judge them to be. You are Love, and so is everyone else, it is just that you appear to be separated from that state. Love is ALL, It accepts and embraces everyone unconditionally because that is Its nature, your nature! Your awakening process is an awakening to that absolute Truth and knowing it. I, and all my brothers and sisters in the non-physical realms know and honor that Truth, and soon, so will all of you, and your joy will be immense. Your loving brother, Jesus.
