From Your Hostess of Light: Sorry for the delay in this month’s newsletter, time was like slow motion and no matter how hard I tried I could not get the newsletter to form it was always just out of reach. My emotions and energies like most of us is at the top of the cosmic cup of coffee overflowing into deep canyons and emotional abysses. Empathically amplified like a speaker at a Kiss concert.
Feeling ones way around is not an easy feat, as one unrest is laid to bed and another comes to call before a deep breathe is taken. Everything comes to circumnavigate our soul and life, like debris from an angry tornado. This part of the journey is actually the hardest as we learn to walk thru the emotional lava fields and not get burned again. Everyone is awakening to a ‘living fact’ that did not seem to exist in their world before. Incorporating these new truths into one’s life, body mind and soul is a great feat. As we slide thru time more and more glitches in the matrix, so to speak, will show themselves, exposing a naked truth that needs to be addressed.
Each Dimension is like a chapter in a very long book, within that chapter is many pages that must be experienced and turned before one enters the next dimensional chapter. Belief systems in all of their forms flavors and energies are electrically charged and thus I become electromagnetic and magnetically charged two particles within the same spin. Like a magnet that seeks itself the holographic expression of these belief systems are found within the rooms and the Mansions of light.
All holographic bubbles of life are painted in accordance with our own strokes, thoughts and expectations. Matrix like in its theme these holographic bubbles of expression and energy are personalized and individualized by each human being. If one crash lands on a side of a Snowy Mountain during an avalanche in Alaska do they just give up or move through all obstacles to the other side of the white worm hole of awareness? As a human we actually do both, first me give up and then we get up and move thru it!
This past year plus we’ve all eaten a lot of dirt, a lot of worms, in a bowl full of Heartache, for the planet Earth and her people. We have ‘cried Uncle’ loudly pointing the finger at everything and everyone for the outside circumstances of our lives. Like crystalline devices of remembrance within a quantum computer, we have the ability to hold many layers of information, truths and experiences simultaneously, creating a vortex of energy as all situations circumnavigate themselves, Becoming magnetic of nature and inviting same particle compositions to join them. In layman’s terms the Groundhog Day repetitiveness is personalized not universalized.
We feel Stripped Away of whom we once were and in that knowledge lives an emptiness that seeks to be filled. Whether by food or booze, sex or drugs and rock and roll, the spirit longs for a part of its self that it does not see in the schematics of the now. We long for what was, like a free-floating astronaut that just lost his wrench, We reach out to no avail.
We don’t seem to fit the Energy or our clothes or our thoughts; just like Goldilocks everything feels a little alien. We all seek a landing pad, a place cemented in Hope, so that we can see in the fullness of time and understand as well as prepare for what is to come. The Hologram of our world shifts and changes slowly, like a merry-go-round out of sync and out of time. Do we actively seek our missing parts and call back them back to this shadow of our old self? Or do we just work on the sculpture in front of us? Just like a fairy tale full of breadcrumbs everyday we are given another clue that moves us forward into a place of knowing.
May 26, full moon
The first full Moon in the month of Taurus is celebrated as Wesak this year that is May 26, 2021. Wesak is the celebration of Buddha’s birth/ enlightenment /& death. According to ancient beliefs, the Buddha was born, attained enlightenment and left his Earthly incarnation under the Full Moon of Taurus. The Buddha returns at this time each year to bring a new light to the world. Spiritual leaders both human and hierarchy gather in Wesak Valley, high in the Himalayas.
Wesak is the time in which the Christ gathers the entire Spiritual Hierarchy together to invoke ‘all the healing forces of the universe’. The Buddha is the expression of the Wisdom of God, the embodiment of Living Light and the display of divine purpose. The Christ represents God unending Love for humanity. The Wesak is like a holy pitcher pouring out a healing elixir to all that will receive. Wesak is the time these two magnificent energies blend together and become ‘One outpouring of Pure Love.’
White Buffalo Calf Woman Speaks
I am she who breathes with you as you breathe in the hope of a new day. I am she who gently closes your eyes at the end of a stress-filled day. I am the face in the Mirror and I am the face in the reflection of the future. Look for my face in all life for it is there that I dwell. I am White Buffalo Calf Woman. I come to you as you sit in strength, in power, seeking serenity. For so long dear ones you have kept your true being captive. You have kept her silent, and you have kept her in a state of expectation and weeping. For so long, you have kept your true being in a dungeon in the very bottom of your heart– afraid to let her out.
I ask you to stand fully in your divinity. For You are all such beautiful beings – all different shapes and sizes, colors and personalities. Dive into the pool of creation and blend with the liquid Mother. Blend with all the faces of God that shine so brightly. Blend with the cycles of the moon, of the earth and of your body. Blend with every part of you that you are ashamed of, all your secrets. Enjoy the fullness of your body or the slenderness of your body – for God touches and kisses every ounce of flesh that you are. Do not be ashamed if you are too little or too large or just right. God lives in every ounce of flesh that you wear.
Mother Earth knows what needs to be healed. She will do this gently and with love. Be thankful that she is gentle and loving—for the earth would shatter and break apart – if she was otherwise. Let down the hair of your soul and show the true beautiful being that you are. Stand on a cliff of your life remembering those times when you called the wind and she came quickly. When you sang to the water and she quenched your thirst and when you whispered to life and she answered!
I come on this day to applaud the boldness of your spirit. Do not let life and all of its shifts whip you into submission. Do not let your very own creations make you barren of emotions, and barren of passion. If what you have created does not honor you- let it go. Resurrect what was once burned at the stake and drowned in the waters of fear. I am White Buffalo Calf Woman.
If I could put time in a bottle….
Time is like an old agitator washing machine from the fifties, keeping things stirred up compressed and moving forward in molecular confusion. The sense of being here and there is as real as anything else on planet earth. Stretched forward and backward can make one very dizzy and unbalanced. Missing objects are strewn about between dimensions, seeking a place to land. The plates of time will continue to rub against one another issuing Unexpected seasonal and personal changes. The playing rules of one dimension does not hold true in another.
Losing the past and disconnecting from the Now offers opportunities that could not exist otherwise. The new age, the old age, all age becomes unnecessary as humanity makes a U-turn into a place of reconnection. The communication lines between humans are fragile and strained like a butterflies wings in a high emotional wind. Seeing oneself mirrored in others has become very apparent and most avert their eyes not wanting to see what is right in front of them. The oneness seems minuscule as humanity huffs and puffs and blows the illusion down.
Time, stars and climate rewrite themselves in harmony with new laws. Like a change in speed limit from country town to town. Each door you open will take you down another highway of self into a multidimensional portal. Fractured parts of human evolution now seek to be united trying to fit into oneness. This will keep everyone busy scooping up missing parts of self. Each person is escorted into all faces of their atom. All Original blueprints are laced with future possibilities, outcomes and back doors of escape. To become your true presence you must walk in to the deep abyss of you. Realities are challenged doing hand to hand combat. Time rushes by without a thought, as the whirlwind of dimensional change has us riding our bikes against the wind like the witch of the east.
Time cannot be forced into pigeon holes. Time has grown wings and takes flight into unfamiliar patterns. The sextants of humanity demand that time fly in a direction that makes sense. All sensors of Earth – smell, taste, touch, feel – are changing values. Do not take them for granted, and do not trust them fully. As what once was written in stone as truth, has now shifted in agenda. What you know to be truth is challenged non-stop. The body has received so many mixed signals, so many conflicting truths it is in overload and seems to be taking on a life of its own. All of humanity is in overload. All circuitries are burdened. Earth is at an intersection of new time and has become a clearing house of energy and information.
Nammu Oracle Crystals
Green Citrine Double-terminated crystals
The Oracle awakens deep within the heart of humanity stirring pools of remembrance that were birthed in the beginning of Time. The ability to Know…just know without a hint of doubt is birthed thru the Oracle.
Nammu was the “primeval mother who gave birth to the senior gods”. She was the Sumerian Goddess of Creation who rose from the sea and gave birth to heaven, earth, and the first gods. She represented the freshwater ocean which the Ancient Sumerians believed existed below the earth holding the secrets of timelessness. Nammu was the Goddess that gave birth to An (sky father) and Ki (earth mother).
The Code of Ur-Nammu is the oldest known recorded ‘law-code’ surviving today. It is from Mesopotamia and is written in Sumerian on various tablets. One ancient Sumerian myth on these tablets begins by describing the way of life the little-g gods were leading prior to the creation of mankind. During that time it is recorded the gods had to physically work, “they were digging canals and piling up the silt in Ḫarali.” Whilst the senior gods (overlords) were managing the work, it was the minor gods who were doing the hard manual labor, most of this labor centered around finding precious earth elements especially gold which was going to be used to infuse their home star/planet with protection from stellar radiation. They would do this by releasing the gold element into their home stars atmosphere allowing the gold to adhere to the other spacial elements and create a radiation shield.
Unhappy with their difficult life, the little-g gods began to complain and place the blame of their unhappiness on Enki, a major Sumerian god. It is told that Enki (apparently a slacker god) was fast asleep “in the subterranean waters, the place which no other god knows”, and was unaware of the displeasure of the little-g gods. It was His grandmother the Goddess of Creation, Nammu, who gathered the tears of all the unhappy little-g gods and brought them to her grandson the God Enki. Like a good Creational Mother Goddess, she said to her grandson, “Are you really lying there asleep, in the world of the formless, are you really not awake? The little g-gods are destroying the world we wish to create. My son, wake up from your bed! Please apply your wisdom and create a substitute for the little g-gods so that they can be freed from their toil!
Finally hearing his mother’s tears fall to the ground Enki woke and began to think about the matter at hand. Eventually, Enki decided that Nammu should create the beings she had proposed to him, he spoke and it is recorded “the creature you planned will come into existence. Impose on them the work and burden of building and carrying baskets. You should knead clay from atop the abzu; the birth place of the gods and goddesses. You will nip off the clay and you shall bring the form into existence.” Thus, human beings were created.
These crystals allow us a gateway of seeing into ancient truths that still live in our DNA and the bloodline of humanity. They explain mankind’s obsessive connection to gold, always seeking it; Hypnotized in a biological fashion with the shiny mineral that is so precious to the cosmos. The life giving properties of gold that vary with the need of every star and planet. They align with the divine determination of Nammu the creational goddess and her empathy, her strength, her will, her love and her gentleness to persuade a sleeping God to awaken to a part of his heart and the needs of others. As we go thru more and more uncertainty in the world, we feel that many times the God’s in all of the forms do not hear our prayers, cries and pleas for healing and a place of grace. The goddess Nammu comes as a reminder; ‘she who cares, will always intervene’ on the behalf of what is right and honorable. Do we have the balls to call out a sleeping god that has ghosted us in our time of planetary need? That is to be determined dear hearts.
These powerful Green Citrine double terminator crystals hold the gift of allowing your human heart to make a connection with all of Life. Green Citrine has a strong healing capacity and is especially helpful for deep cellular healing. Green Citrine encourages fresh new beginnings and quests. This stones energy is helpful in clearing and protecting the body mind and spirit allowing for a deep soul healing. This stone is believed to dissipate, transform and transmute negative energy. It has the ability to cleanse the body of toxins and regenerate body tissue. Citrine has the ability to stimulate the body’s own healing energies. A good stone for clearing the aura it does not absorb any negative energy and thus never needs clearing. It is a stone of protection, removing and deflecting negative energies of all kinds. It is also excellent for dream recall and dream workGreen is life. Abundant in nature, green signifies growth, renewal, health just like the color blue, time moves faster in a green room. Green Energy has a strong influence on the heart and blood supply. Green is associated with abundance and giving. Its strong tie to nature is very important to healing. When using green allow love into your hearts and learn to give without expecting anything in return. Go to www.theQuantumAwakening.com