We are Here to awaken from the illusion of being separate |
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We are Here to awaken from the illusion of being separate |
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From Your Hostess of Light: Sorry for the delay in this month’s newsletter, time was like slow motion and no matter how hard I tried I could not get the newsletter to form it was always just out of reach. My emotions and energies like most of us is at the top of the cosmic cup of coffee overflowing into deep canyons and emotional abysses. Empathically amplified like a speaker at a Kiss concert.
Feeling ones way around is not an easy feat, as one unrest is laid to bed and another comes to call before a deep breathe is taken. Everything comes to circumnavigate our soul and life, like debris from an angry tornado. This part of the journey is actually the hardest as we learn to walk thru the emotional lava fields and not get burned again. Everyone is awakening to a ‘living fact’ that did not seem to exist in their world before. Incorporating these new truths into one’s life, body mind and soul is a great feat. As we slide thru time more and more glitches in the matrix, so to speak, will show themselves, exposing a naked truth that needs to be addressed.
Each Dimension is like a chapter in a very long book, within that chapter is many pages that must be experienced and turned before one enters the next dimensional chapter. Belief systems in all of their forms flavors and energies are electrically charged and thus I become electromagnetic and magnetically charged two particles within the same spin. Like a magnet that seeks itself the holographic expression of these belief systems are found within the rooms and the Mansions of light.
All holographic bubbles of life are painted in accordance with our own strokes, thoughts and expectations. Matrix like in its theme these holographic bubbles of expression and energy are personalized and individualized by each human being. If one crash lands on a side of a Snowy Mountain during an avalanche in Alaska do they just give up or move through all obstacles to the other side of the white worm hole of awareness? As a human we actually do both, first me give up and then we get up and move thru it!
This past year plus we’ve all eaten a lot of dirt, a lot of worms, in a bowl full of Heartache, for the planet Earth and her people. We have ‘cried Uncle’ loudly pointing the finger at everything and everyone for the outside circumstances of our lives. Like crystalline devices of remembrance within a quantum computer, we have the ability to hold many layers of information, truths and experiences simultaneously, creating a vortex of energy as all situations circumnavigate themselves, Becoming magnetic of nature and inviting same particle compositions to join them. In layman’s terms the Groundhog Day repetitiveness is personalized not universalized.
We feel Stripped Away of whom we once were and in that knowledge lives an emptiness that seeks to be filled. Whether by food or booze, sex or drugs and rock and roll, the spirit longs for a part of its self that it does not see in the schematics of the now. We long for what was, like a free-floating astronaut that just lost his wrench, We reach out to no avail.
We don’t seem to fit the Energy or our clothes or our thoughts; just like Goldilocks everything feels a little alien. We all seek a landing pad, a place cemented in Hope, so that we can see in the fullness of time and understand as well as prepare for what is to come. The Hologram of our world shifts and changes slowly, like a merry-go-round out of sync and out of time. Do we actively seek our missing parts and call back them back to this shadow of our old self? Or do we just work on the sculpture in front of us? Just like a fairy tale full of breadcrumbs everyday we are given another clue that moves us forward into a place of knowing.
WESAK 2021
May 26, full moon
The first full Moon in the month of Taurus is celebrated as Wesak this year that is May 26, 2021. Wesak is the celebration of Buddha’s birth/ enlightenment /& death. According to ancient beliefs, the Buddha was born, attained enlightenment and left his Earthly incarnation under the Full Moon of Taurus. The Buddha returns at this time each year to bring a new light to the world. Spiritual leaders both human and hierarchy gather in Wesak Valley, high in the Himalayas.
Wesak is the time in which the Christ gathers the entire Spiritual Hierarchy together to invoke ‘all the healing forces of the universe’. The Buddha is the expression of the Wisdom of God, the embodiment of Living Light and the display of divine purpose. The Christ represents God unending Love for humanity. The Wesak is like a holy pitcher pouring out a healing elixir to all that will receive. Wesak is the time these two magnificent energies blend together and become ‘One outpouring of Pure Love.’
White Buffalo Calf Woman Speaks
I am she who breathes with you as you breathe in the hope of a new day. I am she who gently closes your eyes at the end of a stress-filled day. I am the face in the Mirror and I am the face in the reflection of the future. Look for my face in all life for it is there that I dwell. I am White Buffalo Calf Woman. I come to you as you sit in strength, in power, seeking serenity. For so long dear ones you have kept your true being captive. You have kept her silent, and you have kept her in a state of expectation and weeping. For so long, you have kept your true being in a dungeon in the very bottom of your heart– afraid to let her out.
I ask you to stand fully in your divinity. For You are all such beautiful beings – all different shapes and sizes, colors and personalities. Dive into the pool of creation and blend with the liquid Mother. Blend with all the faces of God that shine so brightly. Blend with the cycles of the moon, of the earth and of your body. Blend with every part of you that you are ashamed of, all your secrets. Enjoy the fullness of your body or the slenderness of your body – for God touches and kisses every ounce of flesh that you are. Do not be ashamed if you are too little or too large or just right. God lives in every ounce of flesh that you wear.
Mother Earth knows what needs to be healed. She will do this gently and with love. Be thankful that she is gentle and loving—for the earth would shatter and break apart – if she was otherwise. Let down the hair of your soul and show the true beautiful being that you are. Stand on a cliff of your life remembering those times when you called the wind and she came quickly. When you sang to the water and she quenched your thirst and when you whispered to life and she answered!
I come on this day to applaud the boldness of your spirit. Do not let life and all of its shifts whip you into submission. Do not let your very own creations make you barren of emotions, and barren of passion. If what you have created does not honor you- let it go. Resurrect what was once burned at the stake and drowned in the waters of fear. I am White Buffalo Calf Woman.
If I could put time in a bottle….
Time is like an old agitator washing machine from the fifties, keeping things stirred up compressed and moving forward in molecular confusion. The sense of being here and there is as real as anything else on planet earth. Stretched forward and backward can make one very dizzy and unbalanced. Missing objects are strewn about between dimensions, seeking a place to land. The plates of time will continue to rub against one another issuing Unexpected seasonal and personal changes. The playing rules of one dimension does not hold true in another.
Losing the past and disconnecting from the Now offers opportunities that could not exist otherwise. The new age, the old age, all age becomes unnecessary as humanity makes a U-turn into a place of reconnection. The communication lines between humans are fragile and strained like a butterflies wings in a high emotional wind. Seeing oneself mirrored in others has become very apparent and most avert their eyes not wanting to see what is right in front of them. The oneness seems minuscule as humanity huffs and puffs and blows the illusion down.
Time, stars and climate rewrite themselves in harmony with new laws. Like a change in speed limit from country town to town. Each door you open will take you down another highway of self into a multidimensional portal. Fractured parts of human evolution now seek to be united trying to fit into oneness. This will keep everyone busy scooping up missing parts of self. Each person is escorted into all faces of their atom. All Original blueprints are laced with future possibilities, outcomes and back doors of escape. To become your true presence you must walk in to the deep abyss of you. Realities are challenged doing hand to hand combat. Time rushes by without a thought, as the whirlwind of dimensional change has us riding our bikes against the wind like the witch of the east.
Time cannot be forced into pigeon holes. Time has grown wings and takes flight into unfamiliar patterns. The sextants of humanity demand that time fly in a direction that makes sense. All sensors of Earth – smell, taste, touch, feel – are changing values. Do not take them for granted, and do not trust them fully. As what once was written in stone as truth, has now shifted in agenda. What you know to be truth is challenged non-stop. The body has received so many mixed signals, so many conflicting truths it is in overload and seems to be taking on a life of its own. All of humanity is in overload. All circuitries are burdened. Earth is at an intersection of new time and has become a clearing house of energy and information.
Nammu Oracle Crystals
Green Citrine Double-terminated crystals
The Oracle awakens deep within the heart of humanity stirring pools of remembrance that were birthed in the beginning of Time. The ability to Know…just know without a hint of doubt is birthed thru the Oracle.
Nammu was the “primeval mother who gave birth to the senior gods”. She was the Sumerian Goddess of Creation who rose from the sea and gave birth to heaven, earth, and the first gods. She represented the freshwater ocean which the Ancient Sumerians believed existed below the earth holding the secrets of timelessness. Nammu was the Goddess that gave birth to An (sky father) and Ki (earth mother).
The Code of Ur-Nammu is the oldest known recorded ‘law-code’ surviving today. It is from Mesopotamia and is written in Sumerian on various tablets. One ancient Sumerian myth on these tablets begins by describing the way of life the little-g gods were leading prior to the creation of mankind. During that time it is recorded the gods had to physically work, “they were digging canals and piling up the silt in Ḫarali.” Whilst the senior gods (overlords) were managing the work, it was the minor gods who were doing the hard manual labor, most of this labor centered around finding precious earth elements especially gold which was going to be used to infuse their home star/planet with protection from stellar radiation. They would do this by releasing the gold element into their home stars atmosphere allowing the gold to adhere to the other spacial elements and create a radiation shield.
Unhappy with their difficult life, the little-g gods began to complain and place the blame of their unhappiness on Enki, a major Sumerian god. It is told that Enki (apparently a slacker god) was fast asleep “in the subterranean waters, the place which no other god knows”, and was unaware of the displeasure of the little-g gods. It was His grandmother the Goddess of Creation, Nammu, who gathered the tears of all the unhappy little-g gods and brought them to her grandson the God Enki. Like a good Creational Mother Goddess, she said to her grandson, “Are you really lying there asleep, in the world of the formless, are you really not awake? The little g-gods are destroying the world we wish to create. My son, wake up from your bed! Please apply your wisdom and create a substitute for the little g-gods so that they can be freed from their toil!
Finally hearing his mother’s tears fall to the ground Enki woke and began to think about the matter at hand. Eventually, Enki decided that Nammu should create the beings she had proposed to him, he spoke and it is recorded “the creature you planned will come into existence. Impose on them the work and burden of building and carrying baskets. You should knead clay from atop the abzu; the birth place of the gods and goddesses. You will nip off the clay and you shall bring the form into existence.” Thus, human beings were created.
These crystals allow us a gateway of seeing into ancient truths that still live in our DNA and the bloodline of humanity. They explain mankind’s obsessive connection to gold, always seeking it; Hypnotized in a biological fashion with the shiny mineral that is so precious to the cosmos. The life giving properties of gold that vary with the need of every star and planet. They align with the divine determination of Nammu the creational goddess and her empathy, her strength, her will, her love and her gentleness to persuade a sleeping God to awaken to a part of his heart and the needs of others. As we go thru more and more uncertainty in the world, we feel that many times the God’s in all of the forms do not hear our prayers, cries and pleas for healing and a place of grace. The goddess Nammu comes as a reminder; ‘she who cares, will always intervene’ on the behalf of what is right and honorable. Do we have the balls to call out a sleeping god that has ghosted us in our time of planetary need? That is to be determined dear hearts.
These powerful Green Citrine double terminator crystals hold the gift of allowing your human heart to make a connection with all of Life. Green Citrine has a strong healing capacity and is especially helpful for deep cellular healing. Green Citrine encourages fresh new beginnings and quests. This stones energy is helpful in clearing and protecting the body mind and spirit allowing for a deep soul healing. This stone is believed to dissipate, transform and transmute negative energy. It has the ability to cleanse the body of toxins and regenerate body tissue. Citrine has the ability to stimulate the body’s own healing energies. A good stone for clearing the aura it does not absorb any negative energy and thus never needs clearing. It is a stone of protection, removing and deflecting negative energies of all kinds. It is also excellent for dream recall and dream workGreen is life. Abundant in nature, green signifies growth, renewal, health just like the color blue, time moves faster in a green room. Green Energy has a strong influence on the heart and blood supply. Green is associated with abundance and giving. Its strong tie to nature is very important to healing. When using green allow love into your hearts and learn to give without expecting anything in return. Go to www.theQuantumAwakening.com
![]() In this meeting it was explained that the earth is getting ready to go through tremendous change. It was likened to a pregnant woman that moved from contractions like Braxton Hicks to full active labor. Here is what was said: “With this labor is a mass exodus of energies that no longer will be able to sustain themselves in the increasing frequency. With each contraction the vibration on earth and within humans will rise. Each person at a soul level is being given the option to leave or continue forward. There are those that have reached their goal of moving from one vibrational frequency to the next or who have anchored in what was needed and this is enough. Contracts are ending. Some are being rewritten but those that are being rewritten often have end dates attached. This gives each person the opportunity to evaluate all in their lives and choose what is appropriate for them. No longer will one be caught in a never ending loop that keeps a person locked into a pattern of behavior and thoughts. This is very important as we would like you to understand that all taking place energetically on your planet is so that the unconscious is made light and in that moment there is a choice. The earth is heating up as is the human form. There will be changes made to the landscape of your world in the next 5 years. This change will be used to induce fear and manipulate free will. It does not have to be this way. If one feels the urge to move to a different location, we urge them to follow that push. Each person that follows their deepest urging must know that all will be fine, they will be provided for. However, we do not want people leaving a location because of fear of what may come. Rather, we want them moving towards something, somewhere, even someone with great excitement. Fear will overshadow, cloud, even corrupt the messages your heart gives. For this reason, we ask each one to examine their fears and do their best to not react from that space. What is happening in the human form is the braiding of polarity. Particularly the masculine and the feminine as this was the first split. As the masculine and feminine within braid together, no longer acting in opposition, an activation takes place and the polarity within will change. For some this braiding may aggravate mental health issues, depression and an overwhelming sense of the need to leave. We advise that each person look at their personality traits and think of what is the opposite. What is the polarity of what they are holding? Can they then make themselves whole by bringing in the opposite trait? If one is holding sadness can they then also hold joy? If they are holding rage can they also hold peace? It is the polarity, the either or, that causes much discord in the human form. It makes them susceptible to programming, to be pushed and pulled in whatever direction the world would like the person to go. While this may seem counter-intuitive, it is not. It is through the duality, the polarities that one is vulnerable, one is susceptible to manipulation. As soon as one says I can hold love and I can hold hate and I CHOOSE which way to act, then at that moment there is immense healing. |
![]() Now if I say to you where do you hold joy? What area of your body activates? Which chakra?” _ Me: It is my higher heart and the area between my shoulders and around my head but it’s outside the body there._ “This is very good to see. For you see where you are holding joy outside of yourself not within, it must be called in. Not simply residing within the higher heart chakra of your soul. Invite it in.” Me: I invite Joy now to every cell of my being may it make a home within me. “Now look at the opposite of joy. We would call it sorrow or malaise. Where do you hold that?” Me: Immediately what comes up is my intestines. “Yes, now specifically invite joy into those spaces. Me: I invite Joy into my stomach, my large intestine, my small intestine, my duodenum, my colon, I invite joy into the way that I absorb life. I invite joy in now. “This is a very valuable teaching tool. Use it with yourself and those that you assist. Help them to see where they are holding one frequency but yet they can also hold the other. It is not about getting rid of one emotion It is about inviting in the opposite and then choosing. Me: Thank you for your help. “It is our deepest pleasure to assist humanity in this way.” I hope that this information and tool helps you to work with the intense emotions that we are all feeling. May we love ourselves completely as we come into a place of wholeness. Be easy on yourself and others. Thank you to all that share and support this work. You are very appreciated. If you have not already done so, please join my mailing list so you will receive this blog and other things via email. Social media has become quite unreliable for disseminating information. To join the mailing list, click Here Jenny |
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![]() I AM God Incarnate March 10, 2021 I AM GOD INCARNATE |
My dear friends,
it is more helpful to face truth rather than loose oneself in illusions. Truth makes us strong, the latter weak.
Therefore I decided to publish my insights, visions and higher understanding about the things to come.
I always have found: only truth sets us free! Because of its strong, spotless and radiant frequency that allows all energy currents to freely flow.
There will be no perfect peace on earth anytime soon. Too many people, whether consciously or unconsciously, still support the old world and its crimes because they lack the capability to think independently, spiritual awareness and discernment.
Basically, this chaotic world, supported by a huge lie, is a result or product of those who believe in it and are addicted to the hocus-pocus of the media. They are the ones who create what the mainstream media dictate. The dark ones take advantage of this. And they don’t intend to ever give up their plans to destroy humanity. They will continue to fight. But the foundation of their own energy and information in this realm has already crumbled before 2012.
To many it is becoming more and more obvious that the whole process is about evolving consciousness.
It is claimed by various sources that we are on the verge of a positive change, but this is nice, wishful thinking. We will have to wait a bit longer for its true fulfillment. Everything depends on those who would still awaken to the true situation in this realm.
In other words, it depends on how many will continue supporting the old prison matrix. But the awakening on a grand scale seems to be rather unlikely, because the supporters of this ailing world are justifying it by all means. They seem to lack – what I call – the “truth-gene”. It is easy to observe that a majority of people prefers to be lied to and to be deceived, rather than claiming their own sovereignty and independence from outer authorities.
The quality of Unconditional Love will touch only those who are ready for it. Love does not simply overcome those who have resisted it until now. It requires an inner developmental process and human growth. The diamond does not appear in a few days. Therefore, the time of collective Love has not yet come. Unless those who resist it would leave earth. Love is something that everyone must choose for themselves. The Power of Love does not just suddenly manifest without those who can receive it.
One must understand the law of cosmic and also of karmic processes.
At present there are many spiritual trends, and all of them appear as true from their personal point of view, because they create and attract into their lives phenomena that correspond to their ideas. Everyone lives in their personal universe that seems to prove its truth by itself. But beyond that, there is a collective reality in which everyone on this planet participates.
The wishful ideas that are approved at most, will determine perhaps the energy of the day or of a certain sequence of time. Therefore, the personal experience can be far different from the determination of earth.
But this does not mean that it prevents inevitable collective karma, which is nothing else but the present state of consciousness and belief-patterns of the majority that have become manifest and are the results of mankind’s dark activities in the last centuries and milleniums that repeat themselves in these times.
All of this belongs to the old timeline. Who is on the new timeline, which is free of deceit and darkness, is being carried by it and must see to it to hold on to it with heart and mind in the midst of the increasing madness and chaos of the old world. They are the ones who are manifesting islands of light, love and truth. It is not possible to enter these islands with mere wishful thinking. It must be truly earned by renouncing the old world in the way of living in it, but not being of it.
Some esoterics say that karma is only an invention of the dark forces. However, these esoterics have become victims of the suggestions of these powers for their part. There is no arbitrary cosmos. Without Divine order nothing can grow and prosper. Mind creates matter. And we grow the more we understand this.
Decisive learning steps are possible for the vast majority only by overcoming obstacles and the realization that comes with it. That is the nature of life in this earth-realm.
Many follow those who offer convenient and comforting prophecies that create a false hope of not having to be responsible for one’s own actions. Humanity has become lax and has lost its power and straightness. Remember the tests in ancient civilizations a young person had to pass to become an adult. We don’t have these tests anymore. Children and young people are left to arbitrariness. Or parents overload their children by treating them as adults.
In this godless time, everyone is riding on the track of their own separate, personal, and thus limited, imagination, with no need for Dharma, for Divine Alignment and Divine Law. Even those people who call themselves spiritual. But Divine Law or Dharma is always supra-personal and requires the surrender of the limited personal will to the Divine Will and Law, i.e. the Divine Impulse in the Higher Heart of man, which lives the Unity of all life. And what is Dharma? The Dharma of fire is to burn. The Dharma of air is to blow. It speaks of the inherent rightness of all Divine Creation.
This realm serves the growth of consciousness and is a touchstone to see if man wants to turn to the Divine, to develop and fulfill his/her Divine potential. And this will not change. The die is cast so far, in regard to a person’s choice: For Love, Evolution, Joy, Living Life and the Divine, – or the opposite.
However for this dark place applies: Whoever decides for the Divine, must expect great obstacles. That is, only strong people are capable of moving towards and living in a New World. Only they are able to integrate the higher frequencies that are flowing into this realm. Higher frequency always comes with higher consciousness. And thus, once again, it becomes clear that this challenging time is for the development of human consciousness.
Therefore, everything will not suddenly become “good”, as some esoterics proclaim. This is wishful thinking and is based on illusion, since the cosmic processes, which serve the development of consciousness, are disregarded. Moreover, this would deprive many of the opportunity for true growth.
Will the dark Ones now be allowed to rage on to fully eliminate the yet immature part of humanity? Will it be allowed that human souls will be destroyed against their will, perhaps e.g. by forced genetic vaccinations?
It will not happen that way. The destruction will happen through purifying earth cataclysms. These are to be considered as mercy. They did already slowly begun. There are more and more reports about waters disappearing in some places and appearing somewhere else.
Not by human or superhuman efforts, but only by the power of earth changes the evil forces can be removed from this earth completely, as they are so profoundly ingrained in this realm’s existence. Death through these earth changes will people allow to keep their souls and continue a blessed evolutionary process on other planets. See also the message „My Conversation with Gaia on 21.12.2011“
In this respect, all is well when we consider the Great Divine Cycles and their Wisdom.
But there is also still a greater intuitive vision to which we can connect in every moment: The Absolute Divine Consciousness, which Remains Always The Same, and in which all beings and all worlds and all evolutionary and involutionary processes arise and pass away. It Is our True primordial Divine Nature of Love-Bliss and Exists always as our True and strongest Force of Life.
May you choose wisely!
With love and blessings,
Ute